We tried so hard to have a "perfect" cycle this month. I got back on track with my vitamins, fixed my luteal problem, lost some more weight, cut back to just one cup of coffee a day, was diligent with the BBT charting, timed everything to a T and still - it wasn't enough.
We have two more units from our donor and then we will have to decide if we will call it quits or try with another donor. Honestly, we're not getting any younger and I don't want a more than 5 year gap between Ben and a baby. Also, if we fail next months, what are the chances of a 5th (or more) cycle working? I think the odds have started to turn against us.
I'm sorry. I, too, have been struggling with the fact that the odds no longer seem to be in our favor. It's so hard to know how far to go with this stuff. Cycling is so distracting and I want to enjoy my time with what might be my only toddler.
Posted by: ultimatejourney | August 27, 2010 at 10:22 AM